you, missing me??

Its been awhile since i blog in. A lot of things happened for the past days. First of all , somehow i fail my first practical of class 2B licence. Due to the clucth i guess, the problem came from there i suppose so, other then that i was doing fine. I guess, i make a mistake in order to learn new stuff. The Second thing was, my Dad planing to sell the house and i was drag in for the decision and honestly speaking i didn't really mind as this is my Dad option after all. Lastly, this is where i feel the most hurt, i found that my girlfriend was cheating on me. And she started seeing this guy which was 21 years old when i met with an accident. Honestly, i don't know how to react so i asked her what more she have done other then that's. After i learn that she went to the hotel with him for 5 times, that's where i really feel lost. Looking at the possibility that what she have done is totally high but in an event of over-turn i forgive her. I'm still loving her, plus i promise her that i won't leave her. I'm hurt, yet i must be strong because love consist of hate. Just hope it will not happen again and that she won't do anything stupid.